today is a wonderful day

Jared preached. :) Yep. That was just wonderful. He forgot to pray so Kelli and I reminded him that he needed to do that. It's the best part. His message was good. I sent some of it to Dakotah. Thank you Jared. That was great timing. Worship was good. But between the song and Jared singing it way too loud for my heart to handle I almost cried. I fought back tears the whole time. But it was still good worship. After everything I was sitting in the corner in the chair just watching everyone and telling someone about it. It felt good to be there. It felt right. Jared came over and sat with me. We talked about some stuff for a while. Not good stuff but stuff that needs to be talked about. It was a nice talk. Then I cleaned up everything. It felt good. Working. I need to work. Then when I finished all of that I went and sat in the open chair right next to Jared and we all talked and told jokes. It was great. I miss hanging out with him. I felt like I belonged there. I felt accepted. I miss that feeling. On my way out Jared gave me a real big hug and told me how much he likes hanging out with me. He told me he wishes we could talk more on the weekends because talking to those "other people" is annoying. Especially the ones he will never see again. I love it. What a great day. And Jared did say that prayer. It made my whole night.