UGH!

god hates me

my best friend was right

my life is over

so annoying

I met this little boy today named Logan. Logan told me he didn't want to be at church, he wanted to go home. I asked him why and he said because he didn't want to learn about Jesus and God because he does not like them. I told him I was sad that he wanted to leave because I really wanted him to stay and play with us. He told me he just wanted his dad. Then I said he will come later for now you are staying with me. Then I asked how old he was. He said he was five and his birthday was December 30th, five days after Christmas. That's when I started to realize this kid was pretty smart. I asked him what he got for Christmas. He told me he got a new bible and bible stories. I asked him if he reads his bible and he said yes and his dad reads it with him. Then he said guess what! So I said what? He said I am going to have a birthday at zonkers and I got a camo cake. Then he told me that when he grows up he wants to be a army man, motorcycle rider, horse rider, police man, and a boat racer. I said wow thats a lot of stuff and he said no that's 5 things, one for each day of the week and I can go to church on the weekends. Then he said I have a sister that is 0 and one that is big. I asked him if they were at church too. He said only my big sister because my parents are divorced so me and my sister switch and the baby stays at my moms house. Then he said I have a stepdad. I asked if he was nice. He said he screams at me a lot it makes us cry and he's kinda like a monster. It was so sad. He told me he doesn't like to live there because he gets in too much trouble. Then he said do you have a dad? So I told him that I live with my mom because my parents are divorced and my dad was mean to me. He just smiled and said what's your name. I told him and he said I'm glad you are my friend. Then we left.